I sleep...

In a garden

full of my thoughts.

In a mirror I look to myself.

And run to hide in a corner

and there I find a lonely spider

He knows no pain,

He knows no sorrow.

His life is designed to be short,

So I do not end it for him.

I watch him crawl up the wall...

Until my eyes are diverted my a doll.

Her hair is cut...

her face twisted in my mind.

She comes towards me with a knife.

And then I wake up.